Broken

It feels like it’s been forever since I felt full of energy, motivation and well…like myself!

I’ve been introduced to the joys of having two kids and having them both ill at the same time or separately first one and then another… it’s like this never ending vicious circle that as soon as things get back to normal one of us is giving up again in about 5 minutes later. Me and the hubby too, we’ve had a cold like 4 times in the last month and a half. British glorious weather and the current season are not helping.

Going on a holiday to somewhere warm is just something we daydream about.

My throat hurts and my tonsils are swollen, my neck hurts, my head hurts – everything just hurts! My vision is blurry and I might or might not have a fever. I’m holding this hot feverish baby on me and praying he’ll be better tomorrow. But there’s still a “fun” night ahead.

The “best part”?? I’m home alone, my husbands at a meeting and I’m about to go downstairs to an absolute chaos. Toys, dirty dishes, laundry… samey samey! Groundhog Day!

The actual best part??? My mom is flying here as we speak!!!!!!!!!! Thank God for moms….

Sometimes I think about the future and I’m pretty sure that one day I’ll be reading this and be like “ah I miss those days”. Is it possible?!? F**k that….

Someone please send us to Turks and Caicos or somewhere nice….

Update – I do have a 38.5C fever. Awesome. I have not had a fever for like 10 years…


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